I dont even know where to start….I thought i was going to be able to sit down. write whats going on inside of me. But i stop and i am hesitant. Not because i dont know what to write, but because what is it going to get me? All i know is that you can be at the top of the world one minute…and in a matter of a second face down in the mud. Its so weird to sit and think about how great i can be, but i am held back by myself….I need to be….
i would of gotten there first..